A MEDITATION.... ON LAURA LOSING HER MIND

and she said, this is the way it is. and i thought
why can't you just shut the fuck up
and you told me, well that's the price you pay
and i thought
go to hell, to hell with you too
and she found hrself in the booby hatch, after ten eyars
of trying to be insane
and i think that soon i may be there with her
and he foudn himself not finding anything,
scratchign doodles
all theda,y brain fried on drugs,
having consumed marijauna
sandwiches and i think this is what i think
that everythign in the world is a drug
and dope to shield you
from the world of hte world of the world that you made
and this is what i think, that the entire world is crazy,
stretching out in mazes of commercial and oprah and cosby
sweater MTV caramel facebook myspace NPR oblivion and
all the time, from the time you enter inots school ,
especially those god schools that want to get you
already for the world, shiny for the fuck you up
the assable for theworld they say, this is how you
do it, this is how you do it and they offer a ball
of shit wrapped and gold and you say, ain't that a bal
of shit wraped in golod? and thye tell you, uh huh honey,
it's jesus,. and this is the ball of shit that frees us.
Well, and that's what this world offers you

all the fresh and pink white world is a
dance club, and your sanity is the price
of admission

and if all the little ways, lying to yourself,
being someone else, marrying a shadow,
making a shadow, eating marshmallows till
your ass is as wide as a marshmallow,
boobed out on the tube out don't get you there,
thenthere is only one sure protest i can see,
one appropriate response to this insanity

AND THAT IS TO SIMPLY BREAK DOWN
AND LOSE YOUR MOTHERFUCKING MIND!