LOVERS I HAVE KNOWN

And now the picture is as complete as its going to be for a while. A surprise meeting in the night, a lover i waited a long time for who initiated me, and the wonderful friend who pleasured me and rode me long into the night.

MEN... CONTINUED

In bed, in churches, hurriedly in bathroom stalls, on the grass, in cars, in my house, in your hotel room, the men.... hurriedly, at seven a.m. in the morning. you tasted like butter in my mouth, but i can't even remember your name. you came on a football weekend in the afternoon, so thick and rich. what a surprise Bradley, you are funniest, most wonderful lover in the world. Keep sipping that drink. Krastic, on a Good Friday years ago, you came fantastically, and showed me things i never expected.

MEN I'VE BEEN WITH

Too much lust, too little sense. In the end your life will burn you out, but while your fire blazed, how bright it was for us! uncomfortable with your face and age, you'll never be happy, but i'm glad for the time in the dark we had. You'll never know how strong a lover you were. I wish you knew how beautiful you really are. what a tender ass you had!

MEN I'VE HAD SEX WITH.... CONTINUED

Luke, Luke, gentle Luke with a voice like a reed. Kissed me on my mouth and came thick and hot, like honey. I still remember his smell. I love you best as of all... cause you loved me... best of all Stewart, eager faced, you came with a wail like you were seeing Jesus. Decent man. Rich.... not much to day about you. oh, Eddy... you crazy motherfucker.

MORE MEN I'VE HAD SEX WITH

LEST THEY BE FORGOTTEN....

AND LEST A PART OF MY LIFE BE FORGOTTEN.... the good, the bad, the not so memorable.... men i have slept with.