remember before the beginning when i first
heard that you loved me
and i danced to you
now i slouch to you
crawl to you
resolve to you
turn my back on all others to come back to you
because in my often dull and tired way
i am in love with you
more than three a.m. fucking i am
in lust with you
put up a fuss for you
because i begin to dimly see
how you loved me