i am not in love with anyone
i have let my self fall in love with everyone
i have decided, to day
to ask nothing
today i will claim rights to so little
today we will let everything be okay
i have always demanded love
i have always searched for the one
someone told me if i just looked he
would turn up
in church, in school, in shul
at a barbecue
in the wet eyes of sad lonely men
i looked for you
i do long to kiss you
i long to kiss myself
i long to lay right here alone
in the quiet secret of the heavy
global pleasure,
the secret hanging in my balls
the light in there
whispers here,
eveything you really need always comes
every love you need is only one